Hey everyone...I'm back with just an update. Justin and I have decided divorce is the best option for us at this time. While divorce is not an easy road, we feel that is the direction we need to go in order for us to heal. So we have begun the paperwork and I am moving back in with my parents until I can figure out where to live and get a job that offers more hours. I am probably going to be starting another blog but I will let you know. Thank you for all the support and love that you have shown to me. This is the hardest thing I hope I will ever have to go through. But I know my trial is pretty small compared to what some people go through. I would ask everyone to stay true. I have experienced firsthand how easy it is for someone to go down the wrong path. I know this experience has taught me that I need my Heavenly Father by my side 24/7. There are so many temptations out there and if we let ourselves slip for just a moment..that is all it takes. I know that my Father in Heaven is looking at for me and the kids. I'm so grateful for the opportunity to be a mother and for that I am thankful and what this marriage has given me. I will let you know as I get settled but for right now I would like to brag about how stinking cute my Bergen is. We had her blessing on Sunday and here are some pictures. Thanks to my sister-in-law for playing around with the photos.